This Isn't Good

It's not good, but I'm sure it's a sign of the times! Ashley has her drivers license, so therefore, she is gone a good amount of time. Morgan is currently up in S.D. staying with some of the IL's. Hubby is of course, at work. I worked today, but have been home a fair amount of the afternoon....alone. Not that I mind being alone, but after awhile, I get bored. Mind you, I am not my mother, I don't clean when I get bored...or put together photo albums....or do any other constructive things. I like to sit and feel sorry for myself. Hubby called and said he and a coworker were stopping to have a beer. I suggested I meet them, but then he called back and said they wouldn't be all that along, but I was more than welcome to drive into the next town and join them. I declined. As the girls get older, I'm realizing more and more, I'm gonna need a hobby, and friends who's kids are older too (I have some great friends, who still have little ones, not something I enjoy being around too much anymore). Soooo....I'm either going to have to get a full time job to fill my time, or find something else (besides that constructive stuff) to do. I guess I'm going to miss the kids more than I thought I would. Eye opening stuff!